BED TALK // 2022

*Turns AirPods on Noise Cancellation*

Summer 2022… is it me or is Taylor Swift right when she said β€œAugust sipped away like a bottle of wine”? Maybe it’s the fact NASA claims Earth’s rotation is getting faster, or it’s the heatwave the East Coast is experiencing currently, or I’m just looking for an excuse for not posting for a while πŸ€·πŸΌβ€β™‚οΈ.

But, we can all agree times are changing.

β€œThere's a balance in my life. There's reality, and there's the part that looks really glamorous, but we're all just people in the end.” Olivia Newton-John

You choose what to believe about a person. But, what matters is what you believe about yourself.

As a Pisces, some say I’m outspoken, emotional, a dreamer, a brat… I forget the rest because opinions are like assholes, everyone has them. In a world that we live in today you should be able to speak, react, and feel anyway you want with no sub-thought of whether anyone agrees with you or not.

β€œI’m bored.”

β€œThis music sucks.”

β€œI’m going home.”

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I’m shaving my head.

Call it a Britney moment… but I call it a new start. An opportunity, or a drunk relationship with a beard razor that gave me the choice to cut off a part of me that because of social media made me feel I needed to be liked.

That action gave back to me something I’ve been missing - the love of myself. The love of my flaws, my scars of adolescence, my hairline, size of my nose… things edited out of photos because of an unrealistic societal image embedded in me. The thought’s I battle every night even in the comfort of my own BED.

In the moment it gave me a β€˜high’… higher than any pill in the jungles of Tulum, or higher than John Travolta’s hairstyle in β€˜Grease”. But, like any drug, there’s a half-life until you’re hangover reality hits.

When I woke the morning after I cried when I looked in the mirror. Not only because I realized I gave myself a bald spot - but because I finally saw myself, flaws and all - and I was afraid of letting go of who or what I perceived myself to be. I took a breath then cried because I was happy, and for the first time felt carefree. (Yes, I did call my barber with an SOS lol), but I’m not Batman so had to embrace it until an availability opened.

When you stop caring about what β€˜YOU FEEL’ everyone thinks about you, it eliminates the inner expectation that leads to disappointment. Paint your nails, Shave your head, Set boundaries, and LIVE your life

So get ready, and saddle up because the new REAL George is here to stay.

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x

G

LA // STREET STYLE

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I BROUGHT THE HEAT.

The first week arriving to the West Coast, Los Angeles has had some record breaking high temperatures. Highs of up to 102 degrees Fahrenheit which is pretty insane, and well if your from the East Coast like me, you enjoy every second of it. So my first weekend here, while my friends hid in their air conditioned houses, Korra and I walked around taking it all in. Taking in the heat, the energy of change, and of course taking a couple touristy pics.

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The weather basically was so hot that I just wore athletic-wear, and bathing suits the whole weekend. As you can see I’m just wearing black NIKE running shorts, a White Hanes tank-top, paired with my favorite Gucci Flashtrek sneakers. The sneakers were a little heavy to walk around in, but other than that was V comfortable. ALSO - can’t forget everyone’s favorite new accessory, A FACE MASK!

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Of course Korra had to get her infamous Paul Smith pink wall picture. Her instagram was deleted, if anyone knows how to get it back or anyone at Instagram please let me know! BELOW I’m just wearing a bleached bathing suit I found at one of those touristy beach shops in Fort Lauderdale.

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OJAI // HORSES

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What do gay horses eat?

Haaaaaaay. All jokes aside, this past year I’ve found a newfound love in Horses. Think big dogs, but thousands of pounds heavier and way smarter. (Sorry Korra). I consider myself an empath, and they truly are one of the most empathetic and therapeutic animals I’ve ever met. They sense everything, from their rider’s ability, to fear, even confidence. I’ve met this woman in the Hampton’s who certified her horses as actual β€˜Therapy horses’ because they have the ability to communicate with humans that can’t even communicate with other humans… It’s basically sensory overload, therefore being one of the most healing hobbies I’ve ever had.

The first time I rode a horse was cliffside along the crystal clear oceans of ST. MARTIN, and had no clue what I was doing. It was magical to say the least. TAKE ME BACK. I say riding horses is therapeutic because you don’t think of anything else other than navigating a thousand pound animal that’s trusting you to guide them. You left your stove on? Thought GONE. Your rent is due? GONE. Your heart’s broken? GONE. Riding for even an hour can calm anyone’s anxiety. Not to mention how great of a workout it is. Also - I’m not saying to leave your stove on and go riding, you should probably turn that off, but you get the point lol.

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I’ve had the luxury of being able to learn so much over the year, riding in beautiful places such as the Hampton’s, New Hampshire, and now Ojai. Watching first hand how hard and EXPENSIVE it is training a young horse with my friend Shosh who just bought her first horse, to how crazy some horse trainers are because they all train a different way. I’m no expert, but isn’t it just so pretty to think that one day I’ll be trotting around on my own.

While in Ojai I’ve been volunteering at my good friend’s family friend’s Ranch, where she has some of the rarest horses called Camarillo White Horses. Two in which are Stallions which is super cool to see. I’ve basically been learning how to trot while sitting, to clean the pens, saddle them on my own, bathe them, and how/when to feed them. A lot of groundwork, but with views like this makes it all that much more worth it. Plus I get to ride WHENEVER I want: Which if you know how expensive this hobby can be, it’s a great exchange. Time to buy some real horse riding gear aye?

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You can follow my horse journey on Instagram, I’ll be sure to keep you guys posted or if I have to be air lifted like Paris Hilton LOL.

Paris Hilton falls of a horse and it is A BIG DEAL OK???

OJAI // STREET STYLE

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OJAI is for lovers.

The last couple weeks have been so healing to say the least. Ojai is one of the most magical and beautiful places I have ever traveled too. If you haven’t heard of Ojai a short history would be it was founded by the Chumash Indians during the 1800’s and is surrounded by so many sacred mountains, fields of lavender, beautiful Spanish architecture, and tons of, well very spiritual people. Rocks shaped as whales and dolphins hidden among the hills were once spiritual grounds for gatherings for the Chumash. The legend has it that the Earth goddess commended the Chumash to relocate from their home island of Santa Cruz to the mainland. To do this she created a β€˜rainbow bridge’ so the tribe could migrate over the water. Those who fell off into the ocean would be turned into Dolphins rather than she see them drown. Therefore the Chumash always regarded the Dolphins as their brothers. Long story short, if you’re looking for a place to cleanse your soul, clear your chakras, and bathe in the sunlight, OJAI is your place.

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Like I’ve said the best thing to do when traveling to a new place is to GET LOST. Walk streets you usually wouldn’t, take different routes to the same location, and just explore! That is exactly how we ended up finding this chic little spot called Tipple & Ramble. A hidden garden that serves charcuterie boards, wine and cheese etc. Since COVID it was the perfect spot to socially distant yourself while enjoying great conversation with your friends. The wine is a little pricey for my liking, but the ambience was well worth it.

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The vibe here is very BOHO CHIC. Neutral colors and patterns pair perfectly, and with the heat you definitely want to make sure your clothes ventilate. Did I mention between here and Ventura the THRIFT SHOPS are insane and so cheap. I’m wearing a complete thrit store shopped outfit, except for my Suede YSL Boots, TWOJEYS Necklace, Rings by VERAMEAT, and Vintage sunglasses. It was so fun being able to try a completely different vibe. Think Captain Sparrow meets Aladdin meets well, OJAI!

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I’m so grateful to be able to be here with two of my old NYC roommates who actually grew up here, making the adventures that much more fun, and feel even more at home.

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STRESSED ABOUT IT // WENT WEST ABOUT IT

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It’s been a minute.

Most of you can agree, I’m sure this by far has been one of the hardest years for us all. If you’re like me CHANGE and the feeling of HELPLESSNESS create copious amounts of anxiety. COVID rocked our world; PROTESTS screamed across the world, but are not being heard, and a lot of us are learning how to adapt to this not so normal world we live in today. Some lost our loved ones, some have been quarantined with our thoughts, drank way too much, and our mental health’s depleted. Feelings of guilt washing over every post I do on Instagram, how can we enjoy our lives when so many are hurting? How have you been coping?

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As some may know I moved out of NYC almost a year and a half ago, and moved to New Hampshire. Where I found and lost love, got to experience the beauty of its nature, and learned so much about myself. Being such a social person It was hard not knowing anyone, and trying to make new friends during a pandemic is near impossible. If I can say something positive about quarantining during COVID, was it allowed me to stop and think. About myself, my mental health, the way I treat others, my unreliability, the way I try to perceive myself to others… and just the World we live in general. I feel mental health has always been such a taboo topic to talk about. Or for me the hardest to accept. I’ve learned I’m far from perfect, I’m 27, and still learning new perspectives everyday. I’ve realized anger has always been my go-to emotion in moments of anxiety, or disappointment, or even hurt. We all make mistakes, we all hurt the people we love, but we are not our past and our past doesn’t define us. What’s your go-to emotion?

Life is about the journey not the destination.

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Now to the future, WHO THE HELL KNOWS ha. But, after 7 years in NYC, 1 year in NH, and basically my whole life on the east coast, Korra and this guy is planning on taking over the West Coast. I’m both sad and excited. Sad to leave my family and New York friends, especially my rock Shoshana. BUT, V excited to be surrounded by my West Coast chosen family, close friends that love me for me and share the creativity my heart has to give. I know moving during a Pandemic sounds crazy, but for me it’s the only option. This is exactly what the Universe has aligned for me. Any tips for surviving the West Coast?

Creating content and doing photoshoots has always been a type of therapy for me, so this shoot was one in a really long time, and to do it with my good friend THEEDGYHIPPYCHILD made it that much more special.

Hope you enjoy, stay safe WEAR YOUR MASKS,

x G

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SANDRO X McQ // STREET STYLE

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I've got the East Village blues.

One of the best travel tips I ever received was, "Go out and get lost." At first I was a little skeptical, why would I want to do that? What if my phone dies? But, they were so right. It's always been something that stuck with me whenever I'm traveling to a new city or country, or basically any new environment I'm not familiar with. You turn down streets you never would have, find restaurants you never knew existed, and come across hidden gems all over the place. I've found so many cool vintage shops, and coffee bars all over my new neighborhood. I've lived in New York 5 years now and it's always cool to come across new places you haven't seen or been before. If you live in NYC you know that when we leave our door we usually are on a mission to get from point A to B, avoiding tourists, and traffic at all coasts. So it was fun when I did this shoot completely unknowing where we'd end up... It kept things fresh and exciting.

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We ended up choosing this cool artwork to add some color to my all denim look. (If you guys know the artist comment below). I'm wearing a FW 17 vintage wash denim jacket with contrasting sleeves from McQ by Alexander McQueen, Ine Cigarette jeans from AllSaints, white Nike Free sneakers, wool cap and AMOUR hoodie from Sandro.

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To be honest it wasn't warm enough for the weather that day, feels like Winter is right around the corner. Counting down the days until Art Basel in Miami! Anyone else going?

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Thanks to my girl Tyra ( @theedgyhippiechild ) for embracing the cold and helping me capture this look effortlessly!

Hope you guys have a good weekend.

G

I'M BACK // STREETSTYLE

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It's good to be back!

As some of you noticed, or none at all, I took a bit of a break from my blog in order to regroup and build a stable foundation for my pup and I. Since then, I FINALLY have my own apartment in the heart of East Village New York. It's a big step for me, committing to something for a year, or anything in general has always been hard for me. With that caused a never ending uncertainty and unhappiness. I was pretty much lost to be honest, and it wasn't fair to myself or my pup to live this life of sporadic unknowingness. I never really realized how important it is to have a foundation. It affects your relationships, your reliability, your family, your motivation, even your sanity. I've also hurt and lost a lot of friends because of it. As a matter of survival, it turned me into an extremely selfish person, I was confused with my way of thinking and not thinking. Instagram became kind of a smoke and mirror to hide my unknown depression, and I started losing touch with not only myself, but my goals. Not realizing that there is hope, and that you can overcome depression, can really make you feel lonely. I turned to drinking and partying as kind of a way to well not face the reality of who I was becoming. I always joke and say my dog Korra saved my life, but it's true. I don't know where I would be today, without her. She really forced me to grow up.

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I'm so grateful for all my friends and followers that stuck by me, despite any unfulfilled promises I may have made or any selfish lies I told without thinking how their affects may have had on my character. So honestly thank you, and I'm sorry.

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You live, you learn, but more importantly YOU GROW! And that's why I'm excited to share with you guys this new blog post, because I've never been more motivated and excited for what the future may hold. It's a feeling I haven't had in a long time, and to be constantly surrounded by friends that bring me higher and by people who challenge me with new perspectives, is truly amazing. There's no way to move forward, if you keep looking back. We all have a past, and either you can fall victim to it, or let it motivate you to learn from it. Guess which one I chose? They say the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem. Change is never easy but I can't wait for you guys to see what I have in store, and to be on this journey of growing up together.

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Okay now that's off my chest, lets talk fashion! I spent the day shooting with cutie, and newfound friend @theedgyhippie! We shot on my roof spontaneously and the skyline in the background mixed with the graffiti and rustic exterior piping, really allowed us to showcase the clothes perfectly. I'm wearing a S/S 17 Dries Van Noten shirt, All Saints Cigarette jeans, Saint Laurent Jodhpur boots, and gold framed Raybans. This shirt is definitely a statement piece, so it was fun to try to wear it with a more casual aesthetic. Or at least as casual as I could :P I can't wait for Summer, rooftop party anyone?

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Thanks for listening, & thanks to my good friend Zack for pushing me to be vulnerable for once.

xo

G

 

 

MY FIRST TIME GETTING LIP INJECTIONS // DR. LARA DEVGAN

It happened!

I've always wondered what the hype was about Lip Fillers... and I've also heard so many horror stories about getting them. I always had an insecurity about my lips, especially when I would smile. I was extremely nervous, but that quickly went away after doing a ton of research and finding the perfect doctor. I can't stress enough by saying if you ever consider getting any cosmetic surgery, DO YOUR RESEARCH. Make sure the doctor is certified, read reviews, and never be afraid to ask questions, or for them to show you their past work.

I was lucky to come across Dr. Lara Devgan on Instagram where she showcases her patients procedures and results. I instantly felt safe, and after meeting her I was sold. She focuses on enhancing a patients natural beauty, not changing it. 

You guys asked if it hurt, so let me fill you in on my experience. Firstly, they took professional photos for my file of my facial profile that would be used later on to showcase my Before & After. They numbed my lips, and set up their own Ring Light so I can record the process! Pretty cool how up to date her office is with Social Media. The injections themselves were very quick and you feel slim-to-none discomfort. Bleeding and bruises varies per patient, luckily I bruised very minimally (Photo below). They final results don't show until about 2 days after once the swelling goes down, so never panic if you think they look too big at first.

I guess you guys can judge for yourselves! See the final results below:

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UNTUCKIT // STREET STYLE

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Bonjour bitches! It's been a while since I've updated my blog, but I'm back; With new ideas, collaborations, and even a new design coming soon

This week highlights a shirt from creators UNTUCKit. I'm not usually a button-down-shirt-kinda-guy, but this shirt in many ways was a perfect collaboration for me. It's a shirt that's meant to be untucked, hence the name right? It's the perfect length and material, so all you have to do is pop it off a hanger and throw it on.

This collaboration is special because for every shirt purchased they will donate $8 to a charity of my choice! I chose UN Women , because why? Feminism rocks, and Gender equality has been an ongoing issue - Also, my best friend Shosh gave me a perspective about it, that sadly most people don't have, YES, IT'S AN ACTUAL ISSUE.

Check out some other shots below and you can purchase your own by clicking HERE!

-G

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Shirt: UNTUCKit Shoes: Gucci Pants: DL1961 Denim Sunglasses: Rayban

Shirt: UNTUCKit Shoes: Gucci Pants: DL1961 Denim Sunglasses: Rayban

Photos Courtesy of Rj Sebastian

BEHIND THE BLINDS // MATT LAMBERT

"BEHIND THE BLINDS is a Brussels based team offering a peek into the fascinating world of all things visual, fueled by frequent encounters with an international collective of creative minds. Grown out of Michael Marson’s personal interest in fashion and the visual arts, invited collaborators now include both established and emerging designers, writers, and creatives alike."

My first interaction with the founder Michael was while I was in Amsterdam. Being a European magazine, he reached out regarding an interview piece on me called, "FASHION my X". To this day it's still one of my favorite interviews and photoshoots. I was shot by Dutch photographer and legend in my eyes, FERRY VAN DER NAT. (You can see our full shoot by clicking HERE).

Anyways, from that I've become a contributor to the magazine as a journalist, interviewing some pretty cool creative people. One being Matt Lambert, for issue 1 of BEHIND THE BLINDS. Keep in mind I've never actually written for a magazine, let alone, knew the amount of work it took to do so. I like challenges, so Michael didn't hesitate to give me one. 

Check out my interview with Matt Lambert (below) and make sure you keep a look out for issue 3 of BEHIND THE BLINDS for some more exciting collaborations ;).

Β©All photos by Matt Lambert courtesy of BEHIND THE BLINDS.

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George Alvin Vlogs | Coming Soon!

It's happening!

I know I've been teasing the idea for a while now, and thanks to you guys motivating me, and Amsterdam being a place that always inspire me, I'm finally giving it a shot!

Let me just say that Youtubers have so much of my respect... it is not an easy thing to do. And it definitely is hard work. Basically for my teaser video (Watch Below), it took me about 8 hours to edit a 30 second clip! Keep in mind that I have never used Final Cut Pro, other than like once or twice in an A/V class in high school. I spent 3-4 days watching tutorials, reading forums, and researching the best software and plug-ins that Youtubers like to use. Then I just put my newfound knowledge to the test and dove right in. Only the best for you guys ;)!

Anyways, why do Vlogs? Well, why not? I like challenges and I think this will be one of my biggest challenges yet. My life is always so all over the place, and I need something that is structured - & I think posting consistently can help give me the stability I need. Or at least a good start in the right direction. Also, I've always had this weird thing awkwardness with directly talk into cameras, so hoping this could help me overcome that.

As for what I'll be posting? Well that's entirely up to you! So make sure you comment here or on my Youtube video and let me know what you wanna see! Also my first video is up next week and I'll be answering any questions you ASK. So ask away. 

Check out the teaser video for my channel below, and make sure you SUBSCRIBE and THUMBS UP if you like it!

x G

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